So, I am two days shy of 35. Time flies. In two and a half years time, I've moved twice. I've been in the South for almost a year. Luckily, I will be in NY for my birthday. It feels good to visit home. These past few months, I've learned to embrace change. Don't get me wrong, it's a messy process. My inner child has protested, roared but in this time of assessment.. I've searched relentlessly for value. In short, acceptance. I made decisions that came with consequences; part of the process is accepting the terms of the decision. It's required becoming patient with the process and with myself. For this birthday, I set this intention to stay in ease to love and exchange joy, in faith. For once not in fear... in Faith.
My heart is smiling today. My gift to myself was to take a plunge into the unhealthy habits I have. An Integrative Hypnotherapy session with my friend, Victoria revealed to me that I had this unconscious belief that I had to be sick (or small, weak) in order to be connected to my family and in relationship to other people. I am proud to share that is no longer the case. The tools that I have supporting me is an amazing support system who hold me very high and accountable, my own inner strength and the ability/resources to interrupt patterns and choose different. My purpose is being revealed to me everyday. I repeat the word: "In every way, everyday, I'm getting better and better" - as the days go by, I find that manifestation is coming to life, and I want to spend my life ensuring others learn to tap into their intrinsic strength. My challenge to all of you, dear readers, is could you help at least one person ? How many smiles could we generate? Wi