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I don't know how, but I WILL someday.



I have been letting anger, frustration and doubt get the best of over the past few weeks. 

I'll share my discovery. 

What has finally worked for me was to be an observer of my thoughts. 


As someone who tries not to be judgmental of others, I am certainly Supreme Court Justice with herself. 

And so I resign..

My vision for this blog is to share my personal observations, challenges, solutions and offer an honest, impacting observations and lessons created out of love. 

As a loving person with others, I am learning how to cultivate that relationship with myself. 

The pendulum swings slower these days but as I was reminded by a friend, I have to celebrate my progress. In other words, it's the journey that is unique to me allow me to grow and forward myself. 

So what better time to celebrate then my birthday. On Thursday,  I will be 28 years young. 

My vision is big and over the past year, I have been blessed with time, resources and drive to go back to school to pursue something that engages me, and will prepare me for the future. 

I've been stuck in the mental rut of fear but am channeling that into an adventure of creation. 

My vision is to simply make as many people's hearts smile as possible.. 

I don't have all the answers, the knowledge..but I have the heart, courage and drive..

"I don't know how, but I WILL someday" 

So, my journey begins..again... 

With love always,
Erika 


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