Love, Complicated? Why?

This is my bucket full of journals.

Of all my possessions, they are the most priceless.

It's contents, Me.

Below is a poem written almost thirteen years ago: 2/8/2000.

"Why is Love so Complicated"

Love has no definition

Or any types of premonitions

Love comes directly from your heart

It hurts like hell when it has to part

Love does cause pain

But Love is a gift that has to be exchanged

Love makes you crazed that you feel like your constantly in a daze

It makes your heart skip a 1000 beats

You feel like dancing in the streets

Love does have a wicked side

Your mind is constantly in a tide

Your heart may ache

But there's no medicines to take

Love begins with hello and ends in goodbye

Love makes you laugh ad it makes you cry

Love is so complicated but that's the best part

Knowing you have no control over your heart.

I am happy to share that I have still retained some of my romantic sensibility (plenty of mistakes= more wisdom ;) ).

With Love,

Erika xoxo

Comments

Me, Myself and Rogue.

Hello Readers! I ask you to connect to the picture below for a few moments. Remember her? Rogue: the powerhouse from X-Men. She had the ability to absorb the memories, physical strength and remove the specialities of almost anyone she touches. Sounds pretty cool, right? Well, the storyline built around her is that she needed to avoid all physical contact until she gained full control over her power. It affected her romantic relationship with Gambit. Imagine not being able to hug or show affection because you could kill another human being? In moments of desperation, Rogue turned to Professor X to seek help to control her powers. It took a while for her to be accepted; it was the persistence and the compassion of Professor X to allow the others to give her a chance. In many ways, I truly connect with her character. This wave of nostalgia joined me when my best friend randomly said, "Omg- E! You are soooo Rogue. You internalize e...

Boom, Boom..BAM

The birds are chirping, the sun is shining and my head is pounding. I have been caught up in the momentum and the flow of life; taking more action then I am used to a sit is increasing everyday. Today, I am physically less energetic then I was yesterday, but I have the ability to push myself to do what needs to get done. What's on my mind today? Grace and acceptance. Allowing myself to just be and giving myself the space to rest and rejuvenate. I've heard it's the journey that strengthens your character. Right now, I am being tested, and I have and will only get stronger. My anxious mind was at war with my grateful heart. I had to tell it to shut the HECK up. I have good problems, the freedom of choice. I am grateful for that. I am grateful for supportive loved ones..But, choices are freakin' expensive. NYC is expensive. The reality is you have to compromise somewhere. Compromising and settling are not one in the same. It has i...

Tis the season..of TRANSFORMATION

Yesterday, I attended a Toy Drive that was organized by a powerful leader named Damien. Toys and resources were donated and will be delivered to families over the next week. Fun was at the heart of this drive as participants bowled and mingled. I was only there for thirty minutes and was completely humbled by the compassion and love. Seven attendees joined me to support me t o spread holiday Cheer, in holiday gear at the Covenant House; Young men and women (some with children) are offered housing and food for around 30 days as a place to start off. My experience was all that I wanted it to be and more. I was dressed in a Santa Hat, with me, were special reindeer and elves that helped to deliver candy canes and chocolate during meal time. At first, I thought how ridiculous we looked to people of this age group...That went away as soon as I saw a smile..I focused out.. and when I did, I saw my friends (some new ones) sit dow...

Make Your Heart Smile.

Search This Blog