If you're funky and you know it, clap your hands!

Hello, there!

It's the start of another week. After a weekend of strong family and friend connection, I am spent. The 49er's lost :(

I am in one funky mood. I don't want to do anything. After starting school last week, not even that excites me. ( I am in awesome classes, too).

In all honesty, I have this feeling I just need to to get away for a few days, in the hot sun, alone.

There's something about nature that soothes me, unlike anything else.

With that said, in all of this funk-a-dilly-ocious-ness, there is choice.

Clearly, something is not working. Today, I choose to connect and reflect on what is and what's not working and recommit to make one choice today to forward myself.

I will focus on all the beautiful things that were created over this weekend, connection and celebration of family and friendship.

As someone who comes from a HUGE family, it's a beautiful thing to witness another generation grow up and connect.

In the spirit of leadership, I remember that my choices affect others, and after all, I'd like to be a role model that, this new generation can look up to.

So, I'm going to PLAY that Funky Music Right..

With Love,
Erika

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